14. Valentin & Devi "An announced end"
"The wound that hurts most, is not the last, is the first."
Valentin:
What does pray works for? Pray, ask, beg. When things can be change, which is the sense? If you already know how it ends, Why did you pray?
Is like ask, that a movie you already watch ends on a different way. No, the end is already write. For more you scream, you cry and, make a tantrum everything is going to ends as it supposes to end... bad. For that reason I don't pray, ask or beg. Because I know that my life had an announced end, and it's not a happy ending. And yes, you saw it coming, this... this is not going to finish well.
You don't finish to recover for one hit when the other came... And in the same place. It doesn't finish to heal the wound and you get hurt again. You wait that the wound heal, so it won't hurt more, so it won't hurt that much.
But no, you always look the tooth to the gifted horse. Because you already known my heart the stories and you know they don't have a happy ending. It's not that you are suspicious. It's that I already watched this movie and I know how is going to end.
The wound that hurts most, is not the last, is the first. Which never stop hurting.
It's not you are suspicious, it's just that you don't think the others want to deceive you. You know it.
For that reason you just drive crazy and riots, because you just get tired that the others hit you on the same wound.
The one that get burn with the milk, saw a cow and cry. You actually cry, because that wound never stops hurting. It's a wound that hits your soul, and the pain of the soul last more than the body pain, is there forever.
If you always get hurt on the same place, you learn to defend on the same way. Attack is your best defense.
The same rabid dog bites on the same place, what do you wait? It's not that you have it clear, and know what is going to happen. It's just that the stories repeat again, the same hits, the same wounds.
Is like ask, that a movie you already watch ends on a different way. No, the end is already write. For more you scream, you cry and, make a tantrum everything is going to ends as it supposes to end... bad. For that reason I don't pray, ask or beg. Because I know that my life had an announced end, and it's not a happy ending. And yes, you saw it coming, this... this is not going to finish well.
You don't finish to recover for one hit when the other came... And in the same place. It doesn't finish to heal the wound and you get hurt again. You wait that the wound heal, so it won't hurt more, so it won't hurt that much.
But no, you always look the tooth to the gifted horse. Because you already known my heart the stories and you know they don't have a happy ending. It's not that you are suspicious. It's that I already watched this movie and I know how is going to end.
The wound that hurts most, is not the last, is the first. Which never stop hurting.
It's not you are suspicious, it's just that you don't think the others want to deceive you. You know it.
For that reason you just drive crazy and riots, because you just get tired that the others hit you on the same wound.
The one that get burn with the milk, saw a cow and cry. You actually cry, because that wound never stops hurting. It's a wound that hits your soul, and the pain of the soul last more than the body pain, is there forever.
If you always get hurt on the same place, you learn to defend on the same way. Attack is your best defense.
The same rabid dog bites on the same place, what do you wait? It's not that you have it clear, and know what is going to happen. It's just that the stories repeat again, the same hits, the same wounds.
Devi:
The trauma is a very deep wound, a mistake that sometimes they don't remember, but that marks them for life.
And for a mysterious reason, the humans repeat they traumas once and over again. Some says is bad luck, others, that is their destiny. But all, without knowing how and why, always repeat that traumatic scene.
Why does life and themselves put them on the same situation over and over? Maybe it put to live the same to take them to an announced end so they can change.
Every new hit, new wound, maybe is a new opportunity to change.
Maybe what they live as a punishment is a blessing. They think life gives them a cruelty destiny, but maybe life is just giving them over and over the opportunity to change. Again life repeats that trauma. And push you to an announced end, what are you going to do? Life is giving you a chance to change when it makes you live the same scene every day. And that's the real freedom, the capacity to change your destiny or walk to an announced end.
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